Monday, April 26, 2021

Chapter 1: Section 6: Page 45: Line 12 (805)

 F.F., as he was termed in his dossier, was out on a world tour whose officially stated purpose was to "learn about foreign peoples."

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"learn about foreign peoples."
I once wanted to "learn" about foreign peoples but then I was called gross for "fetishizing" race. I'm sorry that I had an unhealthy obsession with Sailor Moon during college! F.F. isn't gross though because he's not describing an unhealthy attraction for certain people based on their race; he just wants to go around the world and try a little bit of everyone.

Some of you might also be thinking, "You weren't just gross for fetishizing race! You were also gross for sexualizing young girls!" But in my defense, the Sailor Scouts were cartoon characters. Also in my defense, I was being facetious. Yet still more in my defense, I did have an unhealthy obsession with Sailor Moon but it wasn't because I was sexaulizing anything; it was all about the nostalgia of being young and discovering love for the first time and the ease of making lifelong friends. There also may have been a hint of desiring to be a young, attractive girl. Like maybe 10% of my infatuation with the show was nostalgic rewriting of my past in which I was a girl fantasy roleplay.

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